EVERYTHING is BOTH goodAND bad. Life only works inMODERATION
I am a HORRIBLE PERSON! Will feel guilty all day! What does that help?Sometimes break your own rules
Wed. Oct.15, 2025, 7:30 am
USE THIS FOR explaining the " HUMAN VALUE Accounting" easier understanding! My better action would have RAISED our HUMAN Stock exchange VALUE who knows maybe forever! Some people's small kindness have kept me going on terrible days.
As I quickly walk by people who could use help (Today? SOOO many) my thought is so sorry but I work ALL DAY trying to solve the bigger problem of how we GOT HERE and how we could escape the hell we have now created. The second EXCUSE is I am alone and could be attacked even in "helping". Why doesn't someone WITH someone help? the other could call 911. That is my "rule" .. just walk by and help no one except that homeless guy on the bench by us with a cart carry all his belongings even his bike. He looked like anybody "middle class's" son and broke my heart. He looked very normal, well dressed yet lugging his life on a dolly. I DID help him, I was a GOOD normal Human for a minute, instead of tunnel vision obsessed in the US instead of WE ledger.
But this morning I just stayed in my US (how can we help HUMANS) Life Ledger Accounting rush, ignoring the WE help needed right in front of me!I had to look after my coffee and worship my GERM rule instead of helping another soul! I had seen the SAME thing going to Tim's but it was dark and I think I hope they were just leaving the stuff with the garbage. NO .. same thing! They were carrying their belongings stacked inventively on a desk chair with wheels. When I returned with my coffee They were trying to cross the street and everything tipped and fell over into the busy street! There was a delivery truck protecting them to allow a few extra minutes to pick up and bitch me said, "You'll be ok" .. re truck giving them a more protected lane of space/ time. Yup I am a horrible person.
Saying it again later, I almost tripped. So I figured god was saying "no you are not horrible, just slow think STUPID, and mini selfish. But SMARTEN up with your Life Ledger ACCOUNTING. THINK Faster what has the MOST VALUE in that moment!!" Yes, God, so sorry. In that moment our HUMAN Stock Exchange would benefit by screw the coffee (buy another!) and use 2 hands to help pick up .. out of the STREET! I can then sanitize hands later. I SPENT $ and TIME I doNOT HAVE .. TO HELP THIS PERSON. But it was an INVESTMENT that probably multiplied in good ENERGY many times over!
The ACT of giving help was the important part, the supportive RESOURCE VALUE I should have focused on! ! The time and money I would lose was far LESS than what would be GAINED in our HUMAN Stock TRADE exchange ! My excuse is "I do not Think FAST .. like an action person can". So smarten up! get my ACT TOGETHER! 3 strikes and I am out of my "Last church /country" for 2 days. This is a PERFECT PERFECT example for the HUMAN Life Ledger ACCOUNTING SYSTEM that must REPLACE our STUPID EXTREME USE of ONLY $ Accounting! Yes we must still use "$ Accounting" but only to see if a business is VIABLE! We must go back and live NORMAL .. within the FAR MORE IMPORTANT HUMAN ACCOUNTING SYSTEM. The Vortex of Ledgers forming the shallow heart symbol must constantly be shifted! I should have let my germ and coffee addiction go .. I could have been the HOPE/Help that saved this person from TOTAL despair. We need to PAY ATTENTION to NOW and be NIMBLE with which Life Ledger we ADD to or subtract from!
Moderation .. what is THAT?? 😲 We are EXCEPTIONAL Americans. We only know/do Excess and EXTREME!
Mon. Aug. 18, 2025, 11:30 am.
Yup! and now we have DESTROYED civilization. The LAW of NORMAL works for every human even AMERICAN supremacy. Extreme excess can only be poisonous or toxic. EXTREME takes every GOOD HUMAN INVENTOR's dream and turns it into EVIL. Whether STUPID or selfish .. gone to greed .. the power structure has taken us to the destruction of civilization
Every single thing is BOTH good AND bad.THINKERS forget what WAS good,seeing only the CANCER created
YES! we ARE Debbie Downers (SNL). But you Left brain ACTION beings go through life with the mantra "you have to help YOURSELF FIRST". Then you forget the REAL PART 2! So .. you can then help OTHERS! Action Left brains take what they can use and TWIST it for their own means.
Electricity, turning darkness to light, made us ARROGANT. We believed we can do ANYTHING! NORMAL? no
Mon. Aug. 18, 2025, 12:00 noon.
Electricity easy on off
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EVERYTHING Connects, so Facts connect into TRUTH. We disconnect everything for more PROFIT Layers!
Think about it. NOTHING in our life connects! it creates HELL for thinking people. Action Left brains simply say "what are you going to do about it .. do you think you are god? Just actually DO SOMETHING, instead of being a whining loser." Yup .. we thinking losers have watched the world collapse with our disconnected EXTREMES. And now we are stuck in STUPID WORLD of imbalanced Left brain win lose SPORT. We dreamers wanted WIN/WIN .. were we CONNECT and discuss to find the best solution for ALL.
A Perfect example is the Air Canada strike. GOOD for them! but so bad for those affected. Discuss NO
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Melissa card and money -I do not DESERVE. I guess JEWS do? Confidence and feeling DESERVING is GOLD!
Mon. Oct. 13, 2025, 1:00 pm
hah! there is the BALANCE again! An example of "BOTH/AND" are good A. MY extreme AND THEIR extrem DESTROYS. The difference is a Right brain THINKER only destroys THEMSELF! The Left brain will always WIN if they feel DESERVING and CONFIDENT .. but EXTREME usually means forgetting "WE/US!" I always worry about WE/US HUMANS vs ME and in so doing have destroyed my life. (Stupidly not realizing it also destroys your children's lives!) Neglecting the self is selfless .. but with kids one should worry first re MINE
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Moderation in ACTION .. never extreme .. but also moderation of FOCUS on BAD vs good!
I neglected the balance of ALL Life Ledgers focusing ONLY on worry over the bad. I forgot the good .. or neglected any focus there. Without balance and MODERATION of good vs bad ideas .. the BELIEF to allow any feeling of HOPE is lost .. Everything falls apart in our OWN life. So Left brains get to say .. " look after your self loser .. you can't even do that .. yet you want to fix the world! 🙈 " Those of us who are caring HMANS must rememebr to balance our own life ledgers or things do fall apart. WE can not put all out time energy and focus on the WE/US Accounts. Our Personal Life accounts need ATTENTION .. or it is TRUE .. we can help NO ONE!
But today, it is the BALANCE "ME! vs "US" attention that has been LOST! WE live in a ME FIRST, screw you" society. Those who shout Wattles, (The SCIENCE of Getting RICH"), then NEGLECT .. the more important PART 2 he MEANT! Get rich to HELP OTHERS!! Conveniently NEGLECTED by Left brain action beings! For my self that BALANCE is needed. I am addicted completely to the WE/US vision no focus on ME! Having looked after the SELF, THEN .. I can go and preach and teach. So maybe those Left brain people like T. who are MY-opic have utterly no respect for my big picture efforts! They are BLIND no longer ABLE to see the BIG picture. I am IDIOT .. true, girl, I surely DO NOT "read the room"! Oh well, at least I have learned so much from you .. you NOTHING nada, not one thing from me. YOUR demise I will laugh when the world is purely zombie DYSTOPIA with you in oit. I tired to warn you it was DESTRUCTIVE! A Twisted extreme disconnected world is NOT worth living in. Heaven will be better. somebody told me suicide is selfish. Hmm .. 🤔 That would be true if we had friends. I wonder how many deep THINKERS have few friends? We are too busy seeing problems that could be solved with a little THOUGHT of balance and Moderation of good and bad!