Mon. Aug 25, 2025, 2:15 pm.
(I am g.o.d. .. grouchy old DICTATOR .. Do it my way .. or NORMAL Humans DIE of stress. But remember this bible is completely UNFINISHED, unedited and ROUGH.)
MY life's work, discovery of "The THEORY of EVERYTHING .. TOTAL Human Health" turns out to be Tesla's 3/6/9 "Answer to EVERYTHING"! But it is not my most important discovery. Even My RESEARCH and DEVELOPMENT of TOTAL Health is not most important although, a life time obsessed with what will let us be TOTALLY Healthy while stuck in our society. TRUE Health is not just physical inside, but also mental, comfortable OUTSIDE.
What the most important discovery is .. is My new HUMAN ACCOUNTING SYSTEM not lazy simple $. Real HUMAN VALUE calculation of the RESOURCES, minus their TOXINS that we create, WASTE or manage. Enough with all the pretences. HR, CSR, ESG .. for humans to survive we must replace these with a REAL .. FAIR certification. No Harm to human family or HOME is allowed .. or off the planet with you. or .. civilization is ending very soon (McGilchrist) link.
It has taken me a life time to recognize few others still do NORMAL Human VALUE calculating. WE/US, not just ME! within TIME and SPACE. What caused the problem and what are the consequences of a solution on the human family and HOME. Normal Humans dis that NATURALLY before action was taken. No more! We got too "EXCEPTIONAL" to do NORMAL .. the NATURAL way of behaving was to ORDINARY for us! I am a very slow learner so I continued the old Greatest Generation way of life. "Reduce, Re-use, and Recycle" .. every ACTION we took was CONSIDERED in the Life Ledger or VALUE Accounts of the HUMAN FAMILY and HOME .. BEFORE we undertook that action. In other words .. THINK before we act! We have a Right brain hemisphere that THINKS, wants to understand, so when the Left hemisphere then ACTS, it is with the best VALUE .. but for ALL of us, not just ME! We had a BSALANCED BRAIN. not so today! It seems Right B wiring is more sensitive to all the many TOXINS we created in our "progress". A more Left brain person is more "yes/no, right/wrong" than a wondering curious Right brain person, who wants to UNDERSTAND. Once that balance is lost society goes to hell. We see the ludicrous screaming, demonizing of today where NOTHING is ever solved. The MIDDLE needs to TAKE OVER. Let's take back our countries. The Founding Fathers are CRYING in their graves.
There are many Life Ledgers to consider before action is taken. Without using these Life Ledgers to consider a REAL value calculation, Humans will die. Using these ledgers was NORMAL Human BEHAVIOUR .. considering an action's effect our life. Today we consider only money and MORE. The NORMAL human way is contemplating 1) WE and us, 2) TIME (past cause/ future consequence) and 3) SPACE (NEAR is nature and FAR is the cosmos). We focused only on the 4th Life Ledger of HUMAN accounting .. "ME! mine here,now!"! "Me first, screw you" 😱 That Win/Lose focus destroys EVERYTHING, destroys every factor of our TOTAL Human Health! Our life can only be hell, with the stress and chaos, created by the battle of ONLY DIVISION and DEMONIZING.
(me ..remove repetition above? this is better) TO Reader .. SORRY .. just skim all since not edited.
When we EACH take all these Life Ledgers or HUMAN Life Bank Accounts into consideration BEFORE action is taken, the world works beautifully. Yes! it makes DECISIONS slow and hard, but this ACTUALLY worked for Humans basically for Millennia. Why do you think things move so fast today? .. because we consider NOTHING of normal HUMAN consideration! .. except the SELF and $! Neglecting the real HUMAN VALUE calculation before action is taken .. is collapsing society. See Mcgilchrist "Left brains are destroying CIVILIZATION" (link .. Sayers unherd). Our thoughtless, heartless action has created so may toxins, they have further destroyed our THINKING Right hemisphere BRAIN. Our imagined "progress" is actually the UNDOING of the human race. Had we not taken each invention EXTREME it could have been awesome! But we are too "SPECIAL" to have to follow the "Law of NORMAL" .. all connects and all must be BALANCED, not extreme. NOW,with such disrespect and NEGLECT .. Only oblivious ZOMBIES will survive in digital DYSTOPIA. The stress and confusion is too much for us real NORMAL humans.
I guess I could not face I am enraged I was too stupid to notice that I was one of the only ones calculating every move of mine, for its effect on OTHERS. Street crossing etc etc. This can waste inordinate time thinking, that should have been used SELLING my idea!. I was not following the law either .. I forgot to balance "MY" Life Ledger in the mix of invest plus and multipliers vs TOXIC (multiplied?) value calculation.
Mon. Aug 25, 2025, 11:00 am
whoa .. really AM crazy. what an idiot, no wonder I always found the world WEIRD. YET .. it is ME that is right .. the WORLD .. is wrong. My poor daughter was right. "it is always YOUR WAY .. or the highway." But if you ARE right .. should you NOT be yelling? Today the screamers will always drown you out no matter if you are asking for basic CIVILITY .. their screaming will win.
Yes I was calculating the VALUE of everything not just for ME! or MINE but also for WE and US. And what caused this problem in the first place? Will my considered solution HARM in the future. While I serve me and mine here now will I harm those further who I do not know? We never thought of balances n those Life ledgers since NOW plastic poison is in the drinking water of Iceland children! How do they deserve that from our GREED! How I wish I was virtue signalling .. when it is REAL CARE .. it hurts your heart.
So after 70 years ever angrier .. sorry that I now want to murder selfish gone EVIL beings. They are not HUMAN, so why can I not MURDER THEM like we do rats and bugs and weeds??? These beings who care nothing for the HARM THEY CAUSE TO THE HUMAN FAMILY na dHOME .. are far worse than any bug or rat! yet I am in trouble for saying we need to murder? War is murder of innocent people! I just want to KILL the evil .. those WILLING to harm other for their OWN Gain. So yes I guess I am not just g.o.d. grouch old dictator I am an ENRAGED old DICTATOR. Unlike Trump, I only remove BAD beings. He removes all who speak against him or breathe opposition. NOT NORMAL. We LEARN in order to live, unless we want to live ALONE in the wilderness. Trump LEARNS NOTHING, "Trump was right about everything HAT! proves! I on the other hand have been learning my whole life .. what I believed today may be found WRONG tomorrow. maybe life HARD but more TRUE and FAIR.
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Mon. Aug 25, 2025, 10:00 am.
It is 4 months til CHRISTmas. If you LISTEN TO ME, we will survive in 2026. But I need YOUR help because my brain MULTI -THINKS, never multi TASKS! Left brain is MISSING! So your Left ACTION managing brain is very necessary to OUR success. (CHRIST- mas .. Jesus?? is made up by those in charge, the bible is the first FAKE news. 🤔 Aren't MAGA the "Christians"? Well! the REAL GOD wants FAIR for everyone, and MAGA and also WOKE just want to WIN. the REAL God the creator wants a decent life for all he made in his image. So we need to be GOOD to each other. To those screaming, demonizing (WOKE vs MAGA) life is a competition. To them life is a sport, a game of TAKE and win/lose. IF we decent FAIR humans work TOGETHER we can still save Humanity. We can rebuild the Founding Father's WIN/WIN hopes! A B.F.2.0 System!
Who am I? An idiot who expects things to be AS THEY SHOULD .. FAIR. Those in charge who get ahead "accept how things are!" and just TAKE what they can, to make their OWN life good. DReamers want MORE of life than win for ME. That SELF focus was NOT the "Human way" for MILLENIA. Working together meant a decent life, yes with struggle but at least CALM at the end of the day and some trust and HOPE. We lost those with our focus on "ME!mine, here, NOW!". We "EXCEPTIONAL" Americans got too arrogant and IGNORED the "Law of HUMAN". (Everything CONNECTS, is BOTH good / bad, and our job in life is to CALCULATE the best VALUE for all! The LEAST HARM for the fewest, and the most good for the MOST) So I now understand I am that LAW .. which MOST forgot. Hopefully MOST who are selfish and shallow are just STRESSED so today. Once you know my child knowledge ..you can come BACK to human. Just borrow our right brain. We always respected your managing ACTION left brain. Working Together we can go back to TOTAL Human Health or base quality of life. You can have your millions, just be FAIR and harm no one in the HUMAN Family and HOME. Prove it by being FAIR certified.
Seriously, I was a kid and it was probably after my mom died and the world seemed so shallow and fake. Both life obsessions ( stupid world and COKE) involved my brothers who died once I graduated in Home Ec and Design. does a kid obsession mean I am also AUTISTIC? Oh well most brilliant people are but my SOLE FOCUS .. CONNECTS all things to HEALTH. Not sure I said the words as a kid "NOTHING WORKS! Everything is STUPID! and (some!) people are MEAN." but it was the underliying intuition. so NOTHING made sense to me. WOW! I had no idea how GOOD the early 1960's were, but I was seeing the neglect that would become a RAGING cancer by 2000 with the Internet.
Today .. I am such a SLOW learner, I realize I spent my life in the "LAW of NORMAL" VALUE calculation system, (deciding the best solution not the profit BANAID all others were working toward! I thought everyone ELSE was doing the HUMAN VALUE accounting same as me. With my OWN tunnel vision I could not face most were only in the "ME! MORE" $ accounting system. I may be WEIRD and a pain in the neck with negative WORRIES .. but sorry .. without my work .. you die. You can be a zombie in Digital DYSTOPIA .. but real HUMANS can not survive the LIES and Twisting of a purely selfish shallow society. I hope you are simply STRESSED and can see that TOGETHER we can create far BETTER quality of life, by returning to B.F 2.0 (Ben Franklin!) We work together DISCUSSING and rethinking to find TRUTH .. the basis of FAIR for everyone.
I want no power or prestige .. no name on a building .. I just want Nice people to not have to struggle so much. Without your skills and expertise, your life talent (no matter if just a GENUINE SMILE that helps create the CONNECTED feeling of a supportive COMMUNITY) .. without YOU .. my life work will go NOWHERE! Members (disciples!) partners and sponsors GET ALL THE CREDIT for my life obsessed. I just want a pension for my kids, and to live in Phila and build our last "CHURCH/COUNTRY" Truth/FAIR template.
Sun. Aug 24, 2025, 11:00 am
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Sun. Aug. 24, 2025, 11:00 am.
When you think of Jews being greedy and considering only THEY MATTER, why can you not HATE Jews? The STUPIDITY of that is that I kind of HATE America . but I LOVE Americans the people who make up the country. it is the RULERS we hate. So why would we vandalize Heather's Indigo unless she is part of the power families that control the world. Doubt she is .. but more importantly vandalism or hate is usually GENERALIZING a group. Life is more complex. We have to generalize just to manage the overload of ideas. But if we are HARMING someone physically OR with words .. THINK MORE CAREFULLY. One of my best friends was Jewish so I bet there are lots of HUMAN good FAIR people. It is those who want ONLY POWER and profit or are willing to be uUNFAIR .. should be the only humans we hate. Do NOT generalize. Rememebr they uSE every single thing against us. RE think EVERYTHING. You can trust NOTHING. Throwing "Anti semitism" NOW with Gaza is quite terrifying. Sorry .. Netanyahu is an EVIL man .. not HUMAN. PURE EVIL. But that does not mean all his people AGREE with his action. Sorry if anyone REALLY believes they are god's chosen and can do whatever they want .. they need to be REMOVED! So calling us anti semite is very Scarry. Destroying innocent gazing slowly with CRUELY is NOT human.
The point is we have to turn everything upside down to find its TRUTH. Whateevr is pushed on us is probably the OPPOSITE to TRUTH. Truth is ALL the facts each evaluated for ACTUALITY. Then the good and bad plus MULTIPLIERS (toxins or cancers of good or bad. a smile is a multiplier for GOOD!)
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Mon. Sept 8, 2025, 11:00 am.
.. and .. HOW DID I FORGET TO USE IT FOR ME!! or did I ever. Does the preacher preach but not follow the plan himself? But only because it is easy to SHSRE very hard to do. Because it is HARD to DO .. should we not share? Hah those damn Left brain manipulating us agin. All the sayings are LEFT Brain made up .. and all meant to keep us THINKRTS DOWN. They hate curiousity questions and a desire to UNDERSTAND. They have NONE of those aspects in their personality and they resources intimidate and scare them. as Warriors they lash out. I lost ALL DISCIPLINE to multi Task the many jobs of life during covid. I guess like an "artist" of any description, a writer can NOT simply write, he must also SELL his work somehow and keep his technical and financial world in order. Because I was OBSESSED ONLY with writing for 6!! years of course this other areas collapsed. SO .. right brain creatives please remember to look after the bill and taxes, plus your friends and family and health. DO NOT STAY IN an obsessive tunnel focused only on your area of attention. Never mind if it can save the world 🤪 If you are collapsed you can do NOTHING FOR OTHERS! THEY who put us down as losers are right, because we NEGLECT keeping order in our own life! (The hoarders and addicts are Right brain Thinkers vs ACTON?).
Maybe we Can call it the "LAW of LIFE". Use the stupid school assignments etc. as what you will have to do in life that seems stupid .. stop complaining and just DO IT. USE iT to benefit YOU. And do everything in moderation .. SAVOUR because I taught Food and Nutrition but it can apply toALL in life. Savour is balancing and RESPECTING Resources and how ALL THINGS CONNECT. If you do not SAVOUR, thoughtfully RESPECT your food you will get fat .. then sick .. then need a scooter to get around. Step One .. savour would have been much smarter. My collapse is god teaching me to get using my own brilliance! 😜
responsibility and moderation?
all is ok in moderation (Rocky horror picture show/sex) SAVOUR! with RESPECT!
but we take EVERYTHING to EXTREME EXCESS and it WILL kill us!
No responsibility to balance = ADDICTION. ADDICTION is NON Moderation! Extreme in all!
Is google USING me .. (sorry I need to learn that) I just want to see if there is any interest?