Sat. Sept 6, 2025. 4:30 pm.
We have lost our NORMAL natural Balanced Hemisphere brains. A normal person thinks BEFORE he acts. Now we just get er done .. no thinking or learning is of importance. So our civilization is COLLAPSING. Every system is in decay. Humans are stressed sick because our brain wiring has been DESTROYED by the TOXINS of "progress"! WE slap on bandaids for profit, then take them EXTREME .. which is always destructive. We never learn like Steven King said at the end of "THE STAND" in 1978!! He had such intuitive foresight to where we were heading!
WE have 2 brain hemispheres. The Right brain THINKS, wanting to fully understand the idea or problem. THEN .. in a NORMAL balanced Brain HUMAN we use the LEFT brain to ACT with. The managing multitasking Left Brain expertise is put to work on the THOUGHT OUT plan. But we are no longer NORMAL Humans! Our brain is NOT BALANCED. Because they are action types Left brain people scream a lot. It feels like MAGA and WOKE just grab OPPOSING ideas and scream at each other! BUT .. unfortunately most things in life are "BOTH/AND!" .. not LAZY "Either /Or"! Yes /No, Right/ Wrong is the LAZY IRRESPONSIBLE simplified way to handle life in a human family. Things are GREY! It is our job thru listening and learning to find the BEST shade of grey, the best solution that is best for the common and greater GOOD. If you do not want to WORK TOGETHER go live on a far, where you can be by yourself. Spatially CONNECTED humans must work together .. and only by CONNECTING all things for the best VALUE for the Human Family .. can we find TOTAL Human Health for our SELF.
WE are our brain! Our MIND and "heart" is in the THINKING right brain. that really probably makes up our SOUL .. our spirit. If we have only LEFT Action brain WIRING, we are going to be the warrior, battling all foes or problems. BUT .. We no longer have BALANCED BRAINS, R. B. THINKS First, and only THEN Left Hemisphere ACTS. Without BALANCED brains in us we are not NORMAL humans. We can not create NORMAL Humanity or CIVIL SOCIETY! Watching Trump MAGA and WOKE is like a battle where the weapons are words. But great harm is being done. Our civil DECAY got ever worse with our digital decline. Digital could have been UTOPIA .. but nobody listened to me and my ideas for completely changing Education, Truth (the old Encyclopedia) and ADVERTISING (creating better Health! and new jobs!). Instead you probably quadrupled the advertising and with it the TWISTING and LIES. WE could have organized for better TRUTH and easier Fact finding to determine it. Instead we went full on phone faced and lost MORE of our humanity then our dead brain already caused!
The many TOXINS of our "PROGRESS" have completely destroyed our brain wiring. Whatever we had more of remains. Therefor our character is determined by more Right/ THINK wiring, or more Left/ ACT wiring. see mcgilchrist
YES! Absolutely BOTH Left. AND Right brain work and ABILITY are ESSENTIAL. But a law of normal says all must BALNCE and be in moderation. Anything extrem will be harmful! So with too many of us having ONLY think OR Act wiring we simply are UNABLE to UNDERSTAND the other. DEMONIZING is much faster than trying to UNDERSTAND. We live in fast easy world .. undrersatning is too much work so let's just scream "I am RIGHT you are wrong"! But everything is BOTH .. AND! @ OPPOSING Things can be TRUE .. they just must be in MODERATION or calculated in BALANCE. WE can not DO that. TODAY BOTH Left AND right brain are ONLY DESTRUCTIVE. Can the few more BALANCED BRAINS help us see each other not as ENEMIES but the VALUE .. the RESOURCE we are missing to create REAL VALUE, a GOOD SOLUTION! Without the OPPOSITE Brain RESOURCE we are dead! HUMANS will DIE unless we can share and trade our opposite skill! Without the BALANCE of think first .. THEN ACT to get the job done .. humans are extinct. It might br wise to work TOGETHER. OR .. you will ONLY be a ZOMBIE in Digital DYSTOPIA. Soon the glaciers and toxins will destroy your oblivious being and NATURE will take back its planet. God never expected us tomACT so stupid .. both of us! I just destroyed my entire life with NO ABILITY to Multi TASK and ACT! We NEED each other. Even in early 2000 CEO's managers and inventors still knew they should work together! Today Left brain just make shallow innovation .. entrepreneurs are NOT Inventors .. they just see a PROFIT SOURCE! That is the FOCUS that has DESTROYED HUMANITY!
Tues. Aug. 19, 2025, 6:00 pm.
But at least we would be alive .. enjoying our fire and cave drawings!! 😱 instead we have STUPID A I and satellites and cell phones that have DESTROYED our humanity.
Fri. Sept. 5, 2025, 00 pm.
I just destroyed my life on every single side, money, tech, biz! friends, family, seriously EVERYTHING is gone. I had no idea 🤪 how obsessed TUNNEL VISION I became in covid. The space Neuroscientist said ISOLATION would be far far worse than covid deaths and it completely destroyed me! I was never good at managing, multi tasking, SELLING that we all must do .. so I just became a hermit. I was 100% focused on my "save the world" .. 18 hours a dy .. no wonder my poor kids turned away. NORMAL human life requires considering OTHERS not only the self! My Human Value Accounting system means considering others in your behaviour. But in worrying about our neglect of WE/US and the decay it causes I negeled ME/MINE. I guess workaholics forget they are harmong not only themself but all their friends and FAMILY! The reason I still rage at Left bran action people who get things done .. just worry about your SELF, is that it is THEY who have cause the extinction of HUMANS! Yes things would be slow with my type of Thinker or BALANCED brain people, But action people DESTROY. Sorry but everything WRONG with the world is because of ACTION people jjust DOING whatever comes to mind instead of FIRST contemplating causes and consequences! With left brains in Cororations we have more abd more had BANDAID solutions. After all finding a CAUSE means the problem is solved by REMOVING IT! What profit is there in that?
Sure .. I am a PAIN .. always worried, always pointing out the stupidity in everything .. why it is thoughtless and therefore STUPID. Will Left brains LISTEN? Can they?? .. if I have totally lost my Left brain ability to ACT and MANAGE getting jobs DONE .. are they ABLE to use our brain and LISTEN, LEARN and RECONSIDER before action with a closed mind? Oh dear we are doomed. I can't manage andget the job done and THEY can't LISTEN and learn from my agonizing work. My daughter said I had to keep my wok simple .. but I think EVEN condensing my 70 years of questions looking for answers in 3 sentences is too much for them . I was taught K I S S ( .. ) when I first began looking at business in the mid 90's after only teaching. WOW!! I thought that was kind of INSULTING!!! HAH! they were already Left brains 30!! years ago but now it is brain loss on STEROIDS. I guess I have to accept that I have lost ALL my Left brain action wiring and allowed my entire life to collapse!but now our
Fri. Sept. 5, 2025, 9:30 pm.
There is a NORMAL .. a natural way of the world and this GENIUS that can not keep her own life in ANY sense of order .. figured it out! USE IT! or die! sorry the Law of normal will win .. no matter how smart and FAST you think you are. Sure I am a slow turtle .. but you better LISTEN .. or you die .. or you are just another ZOMBIE in digital DYSTOPIA that has now mostly TAKEN OVER while everybody is ASLEEP! I am telling you even pigeons have lost their brain from the TOXIC poisons we created! They were the MESSENGERS hundreds of years ago .. and now they can not even JUDGE DISTANCE.
OK so LAW of Normal or natural will win no matter how SPECIAL we believe we are. The West is done and probably taking earth with it. 250 is the FUNERAL of a great idea and the F F are devastated ! Let's do B F 2.0 and save America. Step 1 is go back to NORMAL Human behaviour!
We totally forgot this, only focusing on MONEY and ME. But there are many Life Ledgers not just "ME!mine, here , now!" We forgot "WE/US" and TIME! and SPACE ledgers. We must look at the PAST and learn from it and wonder what possible FUTURE consequences could be HARMFUL .. BEFORE we cause that harm!! We too stupid to live!! .
Sun. Aug 24, 2025, 11:15 am.
SERIOUSLY .. we should have listened to Dr Iain McGilchrist "Left brains are DESTROYING civilization" They have almost succeeded. That is NOT meant to demonize or blame. IT IS 100% the TRUTH. Why do you think WAKE UP was stolen by them to become WOKE. They are right some just scream opposite, but we slept thru the last 100 years and now those who care only FOR SELF are in charge! They TWIST everything to WIN, and have no care or DESIE for understanding or TRUTH. When you want to UNDERSTAND you realize it's COMPLICATED it is GREY .. not black and white.
Left brain Black and white EITHER/OR makes life so easy. NORMAL and NATURAL balanced BRAIN Human KNOWS everything is BOTH and .. both good AND bad. Our JOB in life is to calculate the best USE. A problems solution is the most good for the most and the lest HARM to the least. If you STOP! STOP and THINK, you recognize we spent the last century and the last 2 decades ABSOLUTELY DOING THE OPPOSITE. Left brains have a shallow CLOSED MIND. All the see is profit and power .. or "a WIN for me!". Our world has fallen apart run by those with no care for the COMMON and GREATER GOOD!
Remember! Left brain "yes/no", "right/wrong" ACTION will always collapse eventually. Without THINKING FIRST everything is just a BANDAID. To WIN fast, they are willing to do ANYTHING. Please always remember it all is a spectrum, and I speak of the very LEFT brain being. They YWIST everything and life is so confusing living in a family of Left brains. Notice how Trump says one thing today another next week .. whichever way suits his goal. I KNOW this because in some family interactions it feel if I say black .. white is right .. if I say white .. WRONG the answer is BLACK. But Thinkers are SLOW, so it is hard for us to put a finger on the TWISTING. It just feels like a Karate match where you ALWAYS lose. Life should not be KNOCK DOWN .. ir should be build up! Had trump is a developer! they tend to knock down so they can build up. OMG that is very very interesting. A real NORMAL more balanced brain HUMAN considers the fact that disrespecting HISTORY is not good for us. Those souls are still among us and will be sad! maybe the building should NOT be knocked down. But a Left brain (usually a developer) thinks only "either/or". Wondering and questions are HATED by them so they attack!
Life without THINKING before acting .. especially CONSIDERING OTHERS, plus the past and future (cause+ effect of action taken) will always DECAY EVERYTHING. The fact we paid no attention to this DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOUR proves we are BRAIN DEAD. You will need to greatly encourage me to keep going. TOO many of our Balanced and RIGHT Hemisphere brains are GONE. Without a Balanced Brain a human is a ZOMBIE.
Once you start looking at people as either Thinkers RB, Action LB, or BALANCED (LUCKY!) it really fits and starts to all make sense. Until this month when inHAD TO try to multi task which is HORRID for me, Just writingn18 hours a day works best for me. my place is full of notes broke buying paper and pens! 🙈 But once taxes due, going bankrupt, PLUS homeless, while losing all my web sites and tech .. the Left ACTION HAD TO kick in. Now I understand if my poor daughter had to hear my constant MULTI THINKING it would be similar STRESS to her! I am just very angry at left brains because they never respected MY value. Yes multi tasking managing is awesome talent .. but so is thinking DEEPLY! Nah that is stig,ayzed as mental illness! Meanwhile family says I pulled a CON. Damn we thinking caring humans just can NOT WIN. I guess Left brains are INTIMIDATED by us but dare not say such a WEAK thing. So they BULLY and knock us down every minute instead. What a world.
"Warrior / worrier" spectrum, plus "selfish /selfless" spectrum depend on genes and enzymes I think. But if they are all also on the ATTACK Left brain side, WATCH OUT. You will be taken down constantly! Then there is the zodiac. I am a pisces, where my daughter is a RAM ARIES. That was a bad enough mistake to birth her in such an opposite sign! 😢 we really DO speak different languages and can not HEAR each other. Very sad. we are too far apart on the spectrum. My solution is a go between .. a person more balanced that can connect ideas from each side? 🤔
If you think of it ... a FEELING of SELF CONFIDENCE and Deserved ness is the POT of GOLD. How can you lose with an attitude lie that? very often it comes from a stable caring family or some one that instills this feeling of VALUE within us. Many of us never GOT that pot of gold! Even one caring person can give us a feeling of being valuable. I fear that those of us who feel never VALUED will snap one day and show the world we ARE important .. but in a mass murder. In our strange world I will be in jail now instead of starting to research and question this kinds of people, who were to DEAD by COP! With my share and trade community we all get the self confidence we may not have gotten in missing NURTURE. Nuttier is far more important than simply birthing. unfortunately today's kids are raised by phone ABSENT parents. Horrible IRRESPONSIBILITY. If you have a little kid today .. you are oblivious to the world or incredibly selfish. First we FIX the mess before we bring an innocent kid into no jobs or clean water. unbelievable greed or stupidity!!
Empathy to other's struggle is awesome .. a good HUMAN who will be GOING TO HEAVEN .. (no trump you are not. You work for THE SELF only). BUT .. to be empathetic and compassionate makes life hella HARD! Oh to not be sensitive to others and the senses. LOUD is torture to some of us! .. and even smells and colours fell loud! Life is hell .. oh to be OBLIVIOUS! Hmm . I also been THINKERS are the drug addicts? buy oblivion? .. or less despair? 🤔
Sat Sept. 6, 2025, 7:45 pm.
See image above. We just grab the onion shell, we are LAZY .. a society focused on fast and easy! Instead of working thru those conflicting "facts" (The onion layers) to get to the HEART of the onion or PROBLEM, we do not bothe to connect all the layers of "facts". especially MAGA and WOKE just grab whatebr if any layer that suits. Mostly we just live in a mess of onion shells . Mega grabs the crackle shell and woke grabs the elastic inner skin. They run with that and scream never LITENING and LEARNING. REAL HUMANS work together into the layers to get to the real HEART of the opposing ideas. REAL Humans make delicious JAM with the simmering onion layers. ZOMBIES grab the shells and never truly solve any problems. We live in a world of BANDAIDS. Whichever shell makes the profit that is what LET brains run with. NOT a real Thought out solution.
Life is a conveyor belt of onions (ideas and problems) coming at us. The best QUALITY of LIFE .. or TOTAL Human Health comes from calculating which facts are TRUE and CONNECT for the best OUTCOME for the most of the HUMAN Family and HOME.
We Right brains always honoured the skills of Left brain management types. With all my inventions I was always looking to network and hopefully find a MATCH. With our lost COMMUNICATION this has become very difficult. Everyone is a phone faced zombie! Or an ear bud disconnects us as humans! Multi Tasking and MANAGING was always REVERED. But a LEADER used to be someone VISIONARY that could SEE a better way and help a true INVENTOR get a foothold for success.
Innovation and entrepreneurship of today is SHALLOW and SELFISH. Most new things do NOTHNG for the common and greater good. They are tiny little solutions for a niche or TINY problem. How about we solve the big problem? Like how humans will be extinct .. IN THE NEXT FEW YEARS. This time we do not HAVE 6 decades to do nothing. That is what we did with the destruction of our climate and nature. We ignored it .. focused only on PROFIT. Left brains stay in the Profit, POWER or PRESTIGE tunnel. Right brains want to see win/win for all of "WE the PEOPLE". Left brains are WIN/LOSE competition focused. Yes you can multi task and organize the MULTI steps of the TASKS. I have long admired that talent. But guess what ?? You never appreciated or respected MY TALENT. Multi THINKING connects all things and gets a TRUE ANSWER. No! Gluten free will not keep you healthy. You need a secure job, TRUST, ORDER, and HOPE to not be SAD, and stressed out of your mind as we are today!
Either Left brains all the screamers .. start to appreciate and USE our right brain talent then you have won the LAST COMPETITION. Zombies against NORMAL Humans. You the oblivious zombie will win again .. to your own ending .. soon after ours. MULTI THINK and MULTI TASK must BALANCE in moderation or somewhat in excess but balancing EACH OTHER.
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Sun. Sept. 7, 2025, 4:30 pm.
HMM .. I said TRUTH is many "facts" .. both good and bad or agreeing with the concept and others not suiting the "Truth" we desire. REAL TRUTH is taking both what matches what I want and what I do NOT want and finding the closest to what is REAL and correct between! Do we even think about that any more?? We just chose 0 or 1 and scream at the other. WE are so stupid we are just binary or dual screaming from one side, and we do not even realize this simplicity will KILL us! Most things are "BOTH .. AND ..". BOTH sides have truth. Are you not finding that in the confusion of MAGA /Woke world!? Trump has some good ideas, but please THINK before acting on them!! 🙈
TRUTH, the most FAIR and correct reality .. That's what NON biased reporting and research is! It is HARD patient work! Can we do it? It used to be normal to do, but now that we WORSHIP CONVENIENCE, if it is not fast and easy .. good riddance .. bye bye. WE are crazy zombies!
SO .. what is the TRUTH about US vs THEM? "WE the people" VS the EVIL Rulers of us sheep gone DUMB-ocracy. Are CEO's of big Corporations all evil? Now that Left vs Right Hemisphere DISABLED brain is involved .. it is harder to be sure! Disbiity is not EVIL. EVIL is willingness to harm other for your own gain. I never understood WRESTLING. So to win you are willing to "kill" the other guy? Weird world. I should have known then I would have trouble with family. My brother and dad LOVED it. We drove into town from the farm to get to my brother's friends family TV. Oh fr those days .. we had no TV .. now everybody walks down the street holding their TV in their hand. Do you people know how WEIRD you are to an almost 80 year old GROUCHY OLD hag? Would you walk down the street reading a book? STUPID EH? well think how stupid you look to me. Yes I have gotten out a phone on the street but that is not being chained to it 24/7! Do you even shut off the EMF as you sleep I bet 100$ you do not! Send me my money if I had lots of viewer .. MILLIONAIRE! We can buy our own "church/ country" place, by phone faced stupidity! Sorry to be mean .. but YOU are responsible for world end! .. only ZOMBIE town!
I see how my brain flies around! Hi I MULTI THINK which I wish you guys had done! But ONLY MULTI TASK is revered and respected! Well enjoy that in your DYSTOPIA. MultiTHINKING has been forgotten! Without it we die. But I do apologize for my flying around brain. sorry.
I think there are only a very few PURE EVIL families who have TWISTED even the CEO brains not just ours. McKinsey preaches to the CEO's how to profit and we seniors are also part of the problem. We care ONLY that our shares increase or make profit so we can retire in luxury. There is all the crap about Responsible investing etc. etc. but everything in our life is FAKE. INAUTHENTIC rules because shallow selfish minds TWIST everything to sell. The discussion above, how to find TRUTH is totally the OPPOSITE with SELLING. And we have been sold such a LIE. TWISTING to sell a profitable idea is FAR more important than TRUTH!
So yes, there are a few PURE EVIL FAMILIES that run the world for their benefit alone. They have destroyed the brains of their CEO's to be SHEEP just like us. We are the CONSUMER sheep but they are the "profit sheep" in a tunnel obsessed. Maybe ADDICTED? We are all addicted to "more" better stuff, but they are addicted to PROFIT and POWER! Destroyed brains have no WILL POWER. We just chose our ADDICTIONS differently. OMG am I right!!? And now MOST are addicted to the cell phone and all its MYRIAD destructions of our brain. First is the physical destruction of brain wiring, with EMF's. Then comes all manner of "CAN"T". My young friend could not walk down the street to a FARM without looking HOW to get there on her phone. 🙈We have gone TERRIFING-ly brainless. ALSO .. Space perception has been lost etc etc.
We could not possibly be in such a mess if anything promised was AUTHENTIC. CSR, ESG, ?social good investing, So was Luigi's Healthcare CEO just in the obsessive narrow minded Profit tunnel? The greedy old people I live with just want their share (profit) to INCREASE. They do not care the staff here is having their young HEALTH destroyed for it. One girl just worked 3 shifts out of 4, (HAH now it is 4 out of %!! shifts double shift sat AND Sunday .. then she has a full time job! WE can expect wonderful health for the poor people treated WORSE than slaves wer. We were still humans back then not ZOMBIE BRAIN. This is not even legal, so they hire part time immigrants who do not know the laws! But you can not simply blame Chartwell, us pensioners are ALSO to blame for greed. And recently Charwell has been very kind with my total Life being destroyed financially and every other way. So now I am very confused .. I thought they were total evil (was supposed to be semi retired active living, NOT a Nursing home) MY neice says try to find good in everything. Wish I had DONE THAT! I will so miss all the kids who work here. They were my UNIVERSITY class in SOCIETY and PHILOSOPHY.
Somaybe we have to set to work to find the REAL EVIL. Doubt they would change so we may have to murder .. but unlike the stupidity of WAR .. let's murder the RIGHT people .. the TRUE EVIL ones willing to harm the HUMAN home and Family .. not just brain dead addicted to profit power and prestige.
The girl who worked 3 shifts and could have had 3 hr comment between 3 hours of sleep! could not sleep in the model. I was complaining how mean the company is. have done so for 6 years none stop .. but as I said above .. would we old folks accept less profit on our pension investment?
if 3 are JERKS and leave crap and mess in the suite allowed to sleep over, no wonder Chatwell said no more. I would be mad too. But those irresponsible thoughtless idiots destroyed value for maybe 20 people or 17 of 3 of 20 are horrible humans. You laziness to clean up after yourself took great value from so many other people! You are greedy and inhuman .. get off the planet! I have always been blaming corporations and it is still TRUE .. but the BALNCE has to be FAIR. It is not all THEIR meanness .. "we the people" have become evil too! We are remnants of the good humans that came to a new country. WE did not think CAREFULLY how the natives felt .. but not all of us would have been so mean .. we would have LEARNED from the natives and TODAY we would not be OVER. Rememebr Natives lived here like 7000 years. The Entitled American came along and in 250 years .. Destroys EVERYTHING even in Greenland and the Rain Forests!! 250 will be a FUNERAL for America, not a birthday celebration!! I am despairing since I LOVE America .. (always more than I did my "little America", who were sucky just sticking with the king, but now copying all.)
But TRUE evil .. willing to harm with NO MIND or HEART. But then if BRAIN disabled .. is it FAIR to murder?
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